are you sad?

decided to set up a blog. cos i dunno how to adequately say what's going on in my mind. and i dunno who to talk to. and not being able to express myself is driving me crazy.

sch is going into the 5th week. and shi ting is not happy. tired. but i'm not doing much. my brain has been churning and churning...thoughts that make myself feel lousy. nothing productive. nothing substantial. nothing decisive. i hate wat's gg on inside me. there are so many things to do. but i'm not doing it. i jus wan to stare into the air. and not think about anything. not care about anything.

i dun wan to wake up. dun wan to face reality. dun wan to face people. it sucks when no one understands.